stoic

i was flipping through mdm adibah's ws to revise for english.den ,i came across this word:stoic.i didn't noe the actual meaning,so i looked up the dictionary,and the dictionary meaning was:someone who does not show emotion and does not complain wen something unpleasant happen to them...den i thought.cn i achieve this...the nxt answer was:NO!i dunno why...but my sis mention that i was emotional at times...like i cnt control my emotions well.when i am angry,i will break out.when i am sad,i will just show...i mean,i cnt hide my feelings well de la..ok...got to go study lerhs...